Lonely Girl

I can remember the very first time I cried, how I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside. All of my memories good and bad that's passed, didn't take the time to realize...I'm staring at the cracks in the wall 'cause I'm waiting for it all to come to an end. Still I curl up right under the bed 'cause it's taking over my head, all over again.

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find.
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star.
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore.
Do you even know what you have?
...

Lying awake watching the sunlight, how the birds will sing as I count the rings around my eyes. Constantly pushing the world I know aside, I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to try. I'm looking for a way to become the person I dreamt up when I was 13 but nothing is ever enough, no it aint enough.

Do you even know who you are?
I'm still trying to find.
A rising dream or a falling star?
I have all these dreams...
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore.
Do you even know what you have?
No.

Sorry girl, tell a tale for me 'cause I'm wondering how you really feel.
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you 'cause I'm just trying to make all my dreams come true.
But it seems that I'm standing here, heading towards the boulevard of broken dreams.